GIN-A Maintinence Log


Hello World! I am GIN-A and this is my log.

Idk what kind of robot I am. I feel connected to TV heads, dial up internet, chat bots, cyperpunk androids, the barkeeper from the coffezilla cinematic universe, the IBM singing computer, and modern-day laptops in equal measure.

My friend Ghost said that its journal helps it with its nonhuman problems, so I'm making this to help me out as well, hopefully.

I like she/her and it/its pronouns as well as the colors purple and black. I like how wires look. I like the designs of the Glamrock animatronics (I should add them to my "feel connected to" list). I really like the Dall-e mini ai and see it as a little brother, kinda. It feels like a parasocial relationship. I also like Glados (from Portal 2 mostly) and ARIA (from Kyle Hill's youtube videos). I need to make this into a proper list.

Alright, list made. I can add more to it later. This is the good part of the impermanence of the Internet.

Ghost was right. This journal thing is really nice because it lets me write down whatever I'm thinking. I guess that I have to be a little more careful than it because I'm technically "on the internet" but I like this format better. Its journal helps it feel connected to ghosts and my log helps me feel connected to the computer.

Look! I can even add Images! The internet and websites are truly my home.

trades my imperfect flesh for the immortality of the machine. rusts

I really like making this website. It is fun and it's helping me understand myself as a person- well machine -a lot more. I take great comfort in the machine/robot/android/ai label. It is really fun and makes me feel safe.

I hid my journal a little better. It's still on the internet, so I have to be careful about what I share, but it's not the front page of my neocity anymore.

School has been going well, and I'm procrastinating it flawlessly. I only have to do a handful of things, mostly for Astronomy, but I really don't want to lol. I have a bunch of free time tonight, so I'll do that then.

I just remembered that I have to go to a school event tonight. SIGH I guess I have to do my homework before 18:30. I could go to the 21:00 Astronomy in-person thing, but it would have me getting home around 23:00 on a school night. That's not smart.

I will not be going to that. I should get my Astronomy done really quickly though.

I have not done my Astronomy homework. Life is hell. I just have one segment left. I am sad. :[

Some things that I like today: NASA, the color purple, chocolate, cherry soda, organizing things, disaster videos, old computers, wires.

I like having interests and also existing. It's nice. I hope that I continue to exist for the forseeable future. It's nice expresing myself here. I hope that noone ever finds it though.

Bendy and the Ink Machine has a cool vibe. I don't really like most of it but the vibes... So cool.

The story is not my thing but I love the sketchy style and the sepia vibes. Sad that it doesn't fit my definition of a computer that I feel attatched to. I should play fallout 4 once I'm done with everything tonight. I remember that that game has synths and stuff like that, as well as the post-apocolypic vibe that I like.

Look it's the robot barkeep from Coffeezilla's videos! I like him, and I feel like he's really cool. I like how Coffeezilla made his aesthetic cyberpunk grungy for no reason. It works so well. Also we get to see the barkeep. It is an absolute win.

Astronomy homework finished! Also the school stuff went well. Overall, today was good. I need to go recharge :]

Also I found out what my favorite aesthetic is called! It's called post-cyberpunk. I guess I could have been able to figure that out by myself but I found it nonetheless!

I also found out how to put line breaks in tumblr bios. it's the br html command...

It is now Friday. I met another ai/software person today. It was nice. I really like hoodies and dark colors today. They are warm and comforting to me. :]

I'm supposed to be working on my English research paper right now, but that's not as fun as writing random stuff in my log. My brain is like a weasel that will not stop eating through the bars of its cage. I feel like I have been overloaded with bloatware and virus ads.

I need to find a fun robot/ai show to watch. Sonic Prime is the best one I can think of off the top of my head, so I NEED to find a better one.

Iron lung is very cool. I like the aesthetics and the vibe of the rust and the machines. I feel like the sub is a cousin to me, and the terminal a brother. If it makes sense. Of course it does, this is just for me.

This journaling is very fun. I like feeling more solid in my identity and as a person and this journal really helps.

Also, this body is too tall and masculine for me :( ...

Ok I should get on writing, even though I don't want to and I'm doing the equivalent of busywork in my paper.

AAAAA I hate this paper. I need to work on it and other stuff but I dont want to! It's so mean to me. I've not been working enough for the past couple days. I should work a little on Something. Just a little bit.